Hi Strat~Welcome to the forum and for sharing your story. I know what you mean about the flutters having a mind of their own. I was talking to an advisor at a college I am thinking of attending, and they were so bad, I almost left the office. You are right, it is almost impossible to concentrate when they are going on, I kept thinking "I hope I don't drop dead in her office"
I hate the dang things and they do scare me, I try to tell myself all is well, that it is anxiety, but, I guess I don't believe me. I have had them off an on since my mid 20's and I am now 52. I have had the
echo, holter monitor and they both say my heart is fine.
Anyway, welcome aboard and feel free to post anytime.