[CMoore416]

Well today has been horrible! I cried for several hours and then this evening the PVCs hit! I've been thumping for awhile now but Ive got to live so I accepted a job for tomorrow. Was goin to go to urgent care tonight again but what for? So I'm suffering through, angry at the world and about to take a xanax again and hopefully get through this job tomorrow. Hoping my cardiologist at least is sympathetic Monday when I go in.

I have to get this under control. My life is so out of contol. I have amazingly talented and georgeous children who are so grumpy and mad and don't cope well and all ofthos probably because of me. I hate watching my Entire household be like I feel inside. Ive come tonrealiE I can't cope with much. I thought I was so strong and I realize now I'm not strong at all.

Did read a quote I liked today:

Sometimes God doesn't change your situation because he is trying to change your heart.

[Katie]

Let us know how it went today. Have u tried aloe Vera gel? Some people on other boards swear by it, or natural calm that has been mentioned here?

[CMoore416]

I woke uP this morning feeling very anxious. Only a few thumps here or there but not the continuous patterns that my mornings are normally. Funny thing is this week I have been getting them in evenings. Nyah I plan on taking half a Xanax and trying to calm myself. I just wish things were different....but I will get through this!

[jkfrench]

Yes you will. And you are not noticing as many because you have to focus on getting ready for work. Just that little bit of focus you are taking off your heart will help with the PVCs. You will be forced to work today and therefore you won't be concentrating on PVCs.

[Susie]

You will do fine, I know the stress of starting is causing some of the issues, but I bet when you get to work, you will feel better.

Let us know how it goes.

[CMoore416]

Its 130 and I have been good all day. Only 1 or
2 palps and some anxiety but just had Xanax in pocket but didn't need it! Thank God it's been a good day! I needed one. Palps been more in evenings but atleast I deal better at night! Jar need te rest of day to be good!!

[CMoore416]

I'm home now - am having palps now but trying to focus on other things. Might go ahead and try the Xanax now. But at least I made it through the work day.

[Katie]

I'm happy you had a good day, maybe you should work more often to keep your mind preoccupied.