[CMoore416]

This hasn't been a good week mentally. I turned jobs yesterday and today because I don't want to have PVCs at work. Toda I went back to bed until 930 and forced myself to get up. I'm sitting on couch - as usual. Ugh!!! I need to beat this depression and fear!

I wish I just had some inkling if why these happen when they do. I wish I could have a tiny break from them do I can have a mental break. Just been a grueling month! I was so hoping for a betterc2912 too and now an entire month has passed by and I don't think I enjoyed one day of it.

I'm mad I give up work as these teachers specifically request me. I make up excuses that I'm sick or something. Sucks. I envy those of you feeling good or those who mentally accept these.

[DaniRae]

I know... I missed work as well when I went through a bad time of it. It was sooo hard for me. But I have yet to hear of anyone who dies from PVCs. If anything, I hear people talking about relatives etc who have had these things all their lives and never paid them any mind. Are they scary? HELL YES. I hate them too, I want them to go away, I don't want to feel the thump in my chest, but there are so many of us. So many different types of people on here, different races, sizes, diets, lifestyles etc... and we all have them. No real links I don't think. It's just one of those things. But you are going to be fine, you really are.

I can't remember, are you taking a betablocker?

[CMoore416]

No I'm not taking anything. I go to meet with cardiologist on Monday. Might give it a shot although dont want to. I'm just so scared I can't handle this anymore!

[dr461]

Christina, you are scaring yourself. You have nothing to worry about--doctors have told you that you are fine. If you keep reading scare stuff, you will be scared. I feel bad for you,as you can't break that habit. You must break the habit, and speak to your doctors and get reassurance. Once you do, believe them and not some idiots posting online.

[CMoore416]

I dont really read online. I did this time actually trying to find more reassurance about them. Normally I just scare my own self with my thoughts. I pretty scared that my mind has spiraled this out of control. I'm clearly depressed and have all the symptoms. I don't want to take the meds ( I really really really don't) but wondering if that's the only option as I can't live this way. I guess I thought my faith, God and my own fighting strength would get me through.

[DaniRae]

You know, I do not take betablockers either. And if they give them to you, its to help you stop "feeling" them so badly. But with some people they do not help all that much. Then again, they may help you tremendously! Please keep us posted how your doctors appointment goes on Monday ok?

[Chaoticdopey]

dont feel alone, i havent been to work since August 8 2011, thats the day all this hell started for me, the last 3 days my anxiety has kicked back up or my stomach issues are causing the anxiety, but reading on the net is the worst thing to do, like i said before the only reasurance you need is your doctors or us, stay away from google.