[Casper664]

hey all, I wanna give you a heads up that you may not hear from me for a bit...Me and my bf of 2 years just broke up half of the reason was all this health stuff and how I didnt knwo how to deal with it, and we both 'lost'ourselves in all of it....the other half was that he had issues that he held inside and didnt open up to me about until he burst one day and said this bothers him or that bothers him...he said he wants nothing more than for this to work, but he has no try left in him..and simply cant do this right now..and possibly ever...so im in the process of moving out and i may not have access to the internet much in this time....

ill be around from time to time, until I get myself settled and figure out what im going to do from here...

[jkfrench]

Aw sweetie. I'm so sorry. I know you will be fine but it doesn't make it easier as you are going through it. E-mail me if you need anything or just want to talk. Especially if your heart starts acting up. You are a beautiful, intelligent woman. Please don't loose site of that.
xo Jodie

[Casper664]

thanks so much Jodie...I appreciate your kind words...

[gillespiefive]

I know I don't know you all that well, so hopefully I don't sound like a moron, but I will miss you on here! I'm so sorry for the break up, and the stress of it all. I wish nothing but the best for you. Try to hang in there...

[Casper664]

aww your sweet...ill be on from time to time..like now at work....

ill try and hang in there

[jsuter69]

Jodie is right, despite what's going on with you, you CAN get through this...not easy but I understand, life can be so great but times like this we realize that God gave us emotions for a reason, to grow and learn...
May not account for much...but we are here for you...
Julie

[Casper664]

thanks girls....each day that goes by gets a tiny bit better...I know God has a reason for everything...and I have to trust that this is where my path was meant to lead...one day it will all make sense...

[Jeff]

I know I'm gonna sound like everyone else, but, you're smart and pretty. Breakups are really hard, but you'll get through it. I know I drove my wife nearly nuts with all my worry, so I understand how it can happen. How all of it can happen.

Just don't try to find a new guy on chat roulette. Dear god, don't. do. it.

We'll always be around if you need a shoulder, for this or for anything.

[Casper664]

Thanks Jeff your sweet..thank you all...and NO I will not find a guy that way lol....its time for me to take a break from boys! I need to find 'me' again before I get invovled in another relationship...and this time, perhaps i'll see if I can't find someone that won't 'lose themselves' in trying to help me thru my health worries lol (sense a bit of bitterness?...eh I can't fault him..

[jsuter69]

Lol! Hey! I met Mark, my boyfriend on a dating site, lol!!!
He's the greatest, okay he isn't without his faults BUT I really think he's my soul mate
On the other hand I don't think people should just jump into anything and TRUST every Tom, Dick or Harry...mines name is MARK...haha!
I've never truly been happier...our problems are I think he's just content living with me...I'm not, he says he wants to but just not right now. We've been together almost 3yrs...shouldn't he KNOW by now if I'm the one?
Sorry for all that...lol