Male 51 run for 30 + years. I feel depressed before I check my pulse and sure enough, chest pain and skipped beats because of the ectopics, the cause of the depression, mild not any worse than if your puppy died (just trying to give a level of discomfort). I know now why I start getting down, and notice when I wake up, no skipped beats.
I feel for all of you, no longer feel that I will die, but man when the bad days hit... I went through months of isolation and fear and found solace in running and biking, when the symptoms are better.
It didn't help that a peer reviewed paper I read showed increased mortality in those of us
PVCs.
I feel for you and am willing to offer up suggestions or try anything that is working for you.