These are just some of the thoughts running through my head.

1. It is amazing how quickly you get used to this thing.

2. It is somehow reassuring to put this on every day.

3. How many feelings I thought were my heart before, but now I won't press the button because I don't really think it is my heart.

4. What if I am not near a landline when I have an episode to report.

5. Somewhere in my head I don't think anything is seriously wrong, but what if it is? Should I have kept my head in the sand.

6. Waiting the minute to transmit and hear from the person on the other end is agony.

7. What would I do if the person on the other end of the phone tells me I need to call my doctor or worse, get to the hospital.

8. Why haven't I had any of the bad pvc's I was getting previous to wearing the monitor.

9. What am I going to do when the bad pvc's come back?

10. What if the 30 days go by and on day 31 I start getting my strong runs of skips? Then I think I will just have a nervous breakdown.

11. How many different ways can I try to hide this under my clothes?

12. What if I have to press the button at work and/or in front of other people?