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Posted 01-27-2012 at 07:26 PM by silent

Found this site last night some time early in th a.m ......not even sure I am writing this in the rite place . So I just woke up after about four hours sleep (I try to fight sleep off out fear of dying in my sleep) from a really bad night/morning. I was sure last night i was definitely going to go into cardiac arrest. I am in real bad place in my life right now ....i feel petty writing that knowing others on this earth are in a much worse state of living than I am ...my problems seem pathetic.....just...

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Things are definitely looking good.

Posted 01-27-2012 at 03:00 PM by Susie

A lovely good day to you all.

Man, it is so lovely out, the sun is shining, and against the white snow on the ground, it looks just like a postcard. No wind either, perfect.

I have been busy all morning, I am trying to get forms and paperwork in order so I can get a passport and some other things, man, the red tape you have to go through, they sure could save a lot of trees if it was not for all that paperwork, LOL, form after form, kind of stressful to say the least. I...

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How pathetic I feel

Posted 01-27-2012 at 01:59 PM by CMoore416

I feel so stupid and pathetic. I'm sitting in my car bawling in the urgent care parking lot. My heart was skipping sometimes in bigenemy clusters and just scared. Of course stopped now. I can't do this. I cant live this way.

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Therapist appt

Posted 01-26-2012 at 04:47 PM by CMoore416

My therapist today was pretty blunt with me. Lol she thinks I'm depressed (I am) and should take meds which I refused. She also thinks I'm causing most of my pvcs by thinking about them constantly and waiting for them to come. I agree and disagree at the same time. I do not think about them when I'm lifting groceries yet they come every time I do that. She I'm super uptight (yes) and always worried about everyone else and trying to control everything,

I feel like my entire life is...

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I Will NOT Go Through This Again...

Posted 01-25-2012 at 02:46 PM by Cheers

This is my most recent blog post...thought I would share it here...

Boy am I pissed. I feel like I put the car in reverse just to go back to that pit was I able to drive from seemingly long ago. I know it is unhealthy and the worst thing for me…but I cannot seem to get my foot off the accelerator.

GAD – Generalized Anxiety Disorder – is something I deal with on a daily basis. This is no shock or surprise. I am in therapy for it and have been gradually getting better...

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