I'm ok- my neighbors still in ICU- he will eventually need a heart transplant because some valves are almost "shattered" (no clue how that's possible but that's the news). My neighbor is sure that they won't provide her husband with a transplant because he has diabetes and other health concerns so I'm guessing they are going to let nature take it's course.

. I'm saddened of course but it's just another lesson in no day is guaranteed for any of us and live life to the fullest. I go back to the cardiologist in two weeks I think - or later to get these new beats cleared so that I can stop doubting what they really are. But I know in my heart that if it was deadly something more than likely would've happened by now since I've had them since November. Plus... let's say they are bad- I'm healthy right now enough to get through it!! So anyways I'm good but stressing about other things like: my husband has shingles and other crazy stuff going on!!! How are you?